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My life right now is ok but sucks, does that make since? There is so much to say but nothing is coming out.

I guess they will always be there for what you want them for but I will be the on there with what means the most. What matters is what is in your heart.

there is something that you want and you can not have it it is bad cuz what I want I really want it. I know that he knows that he is the only one that I want. I love that man very much.

surprise today at work I love when you come into my work and I dont know when you are coming it makes me smile..

miss you my love

today me and my daughters and Bree went and spent the day together. First we went to Sugar Shack and then to Woodward Park and we fed the ducks they really enjoyed that as me and Bree did…hehe After that we went to Aunt Elaine’s house to see the little bunny’s that she just bought. I had a great day with them thanks girls mommy loves you

know how bad I want to touch them lips of yours and kiss them

I was putting my stuff away and looking through a box of my stuff and I came across some cards that Brian had gave me I was reading them all and as I was reading them I thought to my self Sherry what the hell where you thinking when you asked him that question. He loves you and look what you did, I was looking at pictures also when we did our family trips to the beach we where all happy hopefully we can do them again. If i do get another chance with the love of my life I know that it will be the best and i will never again ask such a STUPID question ever again. I don’t get to say this enough anymore Honey I Love You

that I want to fix this but now for sure how. You also told me 3 ways, I am willing to start over not all the way over if that makes since. I know that this can be fixed. You make me smile, I miss wrapping my arms around you, holding your hand kissing them yummy lips of yours, making love to you, I miss telling you that I LOVE YOU. One of the most important things is being there with you and our 3 daughters, I know that I would not be able to come home and stay but being there with you guys makes me so happy. I have learned to go out and do things on my own knowing that I don’t always need to be with the girls, letting you go and do your thing, having your time to your self that you are use to. This is something that has been on my mind for a while and needed to get it out.

Today is our 11 year Anniversary. Even though it has been a rough year and we are separated I love you more than anything still and always will.